Time Wounds All Heals

What can I say, I'm a sucker for punishment...

I don't really feel like going into details, but like Andrea I just kinda need a place to get this off my chest. I"m sick of fucking mind games, I want a final Yes, or No. ANd a little sensitivity from coworkers and him, would've been greatly appreciated. I hate this... all of it. I'm sick of hurting and it only seems to get worse as the days go by... I'm so upset I don't even feel like doing anything. I'd rather just lie in bed all day long. I don't really want to take pictures, or see my horse... why do I have to have such deep passionate emotions... it really fucks me over in the long run.